Saturday, November 10, 2007

YES !

Today marks the day that I have broken my personal best record! I have now officially lost 101.6 pounds! I wish with all of my heart that I could tell my mom and my kidsister that I have climbed my own Everest. It sort of makes me sad that I was never able to pull my head out of my ass when I was younger. I think it is true what people say about getting older. You do come into your own. I have never been so happy just being me.

I have beauty. The beauty of knowing that whatever I dream can come my way if I work for it. It is possible to teach an old dog new tricks. I work very hard everday to change my bad habits. Anger and the negative emotions have always been my feedingfrenzy motivators. I try to actually deal with the whys of how I am feeling instead of "eat the feelings". It is not always easy to be honest with myself but it has helped me in ways to numerous to list here.

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The mad chronicling of a Large Marge on a journey to find the girl she used to be.